I thought if you let me go the planet might explode
i was carved out of playdoh and thrown out on the road
but it could be illusion that had me so concerned
hey it looks like i'm not welcome anymore
but hey hey look at me i've got somewhere to go
you don't call
and you don't write
and you don't know that i'm all right
did you really love me or were you just being nice
you kinda let it slip that it was all a sacrifice
your friends know you're a savior and my friends know the same
but did you really think that you would make me change
*chorus*
i've been thinking about all those years
and all the time that you put in now my fears have come true
i don't remember asking you to save my life and write a new one for me
you get pissed at what i can't be
*chorus*
you had to make some distance and that i understand
i made a mistake beyond reprimand
you hold me to your ideals it's all part of a deal
i made long ago when i needed a meal
Nehedar has 9 albums and 1 EP on Bandcamp. Youtube channel is a party. Current members include Emilia Cataldo, Elisheva Maister, Brad Reiss, and Classic Future