Oh Syzygy!

by Nehedar

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Oh Syzygy 03:10
Feel you, I feel you inside me Feel you, I feel you inside me Even though I cannot hear you Even though I cannot see you Sing to me, sing to me softly Love that's both urgent and costly Never mind if you deliver I can be taker and giver I'm a long way from home But the truth is, I'm finally growing up And all the lessons I'm shown They remind me of the things I can't change I see your face in the mirror Ancestors always deliver Messages when they're not wanted I can be loved if I'm haunted I'm a long way from home But the truth is I'm finally growing up And all the lessons I'm shown They remind me of the things I can't change We never lose anything real No matter how missing they feel Syzygy Oh syzygy
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Los santos estan llorando Las monjas desmayando El curo esta rezando porque un demonio anda aqui la niebla sofacaba la gente arodillada detras de los agachados se pusieron de attencion hechale la culpa al desayuno de aguacate que me hizo tirar tremendo peo ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The saints are crying The nuns fainting the priest is praying because a demon is here the fog suffocated kneeling people behind the crouched they paid attention blame the avocado breakfast that made me lay a tremendous fart
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The last time I saw Kevin, he looked woeful at me I don't see him around anymore We never talked much but had all these conversations connection right down to our core is it you, is it me, what is this that i see in the window, shadows of isolation are you here, are you real, is it safe now to feel I'm evolving, constant degeneration Can't seem to connect like I did before I don't trust myself to read all the codes And now I can't tell if I make people uncomfortable The older I get, deeper I go is it you, is it me, what is this that i see in the window, shadows of isolation are you here, are you real, is it safe now to feel I'm evolving, constant degeneration Is there anybody in there? I don't want to die alone Is there anybody in there? I don't want to talk on the phone is it you, is it me, what is this that i see in the window, shadows of isolation are you here, are you real, is it safe now to feel I'm evolving, constant degeneration
4.
Friends 03:41
I don't want my friends to give up I don't want my friends to ever give up I don't want my friends to take it anymore I don't want my friends to fake it I just want my friends to celebrate it And I want my friends to shake it on the floor In a world that's do and die Hold on to you and I Life can be so cruel Your friends can be your fuel Sucks that we don't live in heaven At least we can turn it up to 11 So close I can almost taste it Furthermore I know it's going to be A wealth of poverty Dramatic and obscene Prepare the transport beam I'll return what you gave to me If I live to sing another day When life's had its way with you Don't know what to do Look my way
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It might be time (it might be time) It might be time to stop thinking it'll all work out God's not gonna sort it out 'Cause they don't see (no they don't see) No they don't agree No one sees the world your way Pollyanna it won't be OK Wishful thinker, wishful thinker Pull yourself back from the brink Wishful thinker, wishful thinker Not as bad as they all think Not as bad, not as bad as they all think Pins and needles, pins and needles Do I have the right to hope? Sticks and carrots, bows and arrows Survey says we all say nope Survey says, survey says No don't have hope I'm on top of the world (I hope I don't fall off) I'm on top of the world (I hope I don't fall off)
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Musta made a wrong turn somewhere Kept on going for another mile Didn't catch it for a little while And when I did, I said it was my style Without much to compare All these roads look the same Just so you know, I'll always take the blame I'm in the getting lost hall of fame I made a left and right Got caught up in the sights It was a detour, I'm sure One that we had to endure But on the way we secured untold treasure It was a turn of events And it had mad consequence But I would not recompense untold treasure I made a left and right got caught up in the sights It was a detour, I'm sure One that we had to endure But on the way we secured untold treasure It was a turn of events And it got rather intense But I would not recompense untold treasure We went the wrong way together If we turn this shit around it would be pleasure It was an honest mistake Such innocence you can't fake With resonance you can't shake Untold treasure It was a turn of events And it got rather intense But we could not recompense Untold treasure
7.
Can't Be 02:35
Nothing's where I left it I don't know how to find me anymore No, nothing's where I left it And you're not where you were Everything is changing The ground under my feet just slipped away They say it's rearranging And this is a passageway I know I can't be alone, the only one, alone in this today The end is the beginning The middle's when you don't know why you're here Entropy is winning And nothing true is clear The shadow's taken over And no one wants to be the one to say To take it on their shoulder It's so costly to be brave I know I can't be, alone, the only one, alone in this today
8.
I'm wrong You're right You're left I'm right You're good I'm bad You're mad I'm sad I'm not You are You're near I'm far It's too bad Where is your home, little bird? In the sky You'll make a nest in a tree for a time On a cliff In a sign Hold your head up high I'll be with you when you fly I'm wrong You're right You're left I'm right You're good I'm bad You're mad I'm sad I'm not You are You're near I'm far It's too bad Oh love I thought you were done with me You wanna have fun with me But you always play rough Oh love You promise to make me sweat But if that's the best I get Well then what the fuuuu
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Crazy Wheel 03:04
The world is cruel The world is cold But since I found you in it I'm happy to grow old And nothing feels as right As putting down the fight But if you keep on cheering me on I'll keep the torches alight This mess might never clean up And the wounds might never heal If I can kiss you someday baby I will ride this crazy wheel You're so far away And you're there to stay You say you'll be there for me And that you want to play I'm an alleycat And it's my turn at bat Will I make my way to home plate? Will I have to scat This mess might never clean up And the wounds might never heal If I can kiss you someday baby I will ride this crazy wheel
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Stare at the insides of my eyelids all night long Something's not right, I tell ya, really nothing's wrong Holding space Hold the moon in place Don't let these burning questions burn down my poor bed Don't let anticipation devolve into dread Wasting time, not even mine Sleep come save me now I have been up so long, my eyes are trembling Fears release me now It's been such a long night Pick up the phone to see if anyone reached out Full knowing if they did, it isn't good, no doubt I gotta put it down Lay my burdens down Sleep come save me now I have been up so long, my mind's unraveling Fears release me now It's been such a long night
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Hope 02:10
I will wear a purple dress and you will wear the sky And i will carry lilacs, you will whisper why I will wear a purple dress and you will wear the sky You will carry stones and breath, you will carry why I will wear a purple dress and you will wear the sky I will bow to stones and breath, you will carry why I will wear a purple dress and you will wear the sky I will play on stones and breath, and you will weave in why I will wear a purple dress and you will wear the sky I will sprinkle stones and breath, you will carry why (poem by Tikva Hecht)

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All songs written by Emilia Cataldo except "La Niebla Vierde," words by Luis Cataldo, music by Emilia Cataldo and "Hope," words by Tikva Hecht, music by Emilia Cataldo.
"I'll Never Say Never to Always" - traditional
All songs performed by Nehedar (Emilia Cataldo) with other musicians listed in the song credits.
All songs produced by Emilia Cataldo except "Friends" produced by Brad Reiss and "Sleep (Come Save Me Now)" produced by Craig Levy
All mixing by Craig Levy (except "Friends")
Album photography and art by David Charles Plate
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released April 12, 2022

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