as i lie alone at night
blanket curled around me tight
i miss someone that i just can't have anymore
search my heart to try to guess
if i'm much better off
without that mess
i can't decide but no matter how i tried
i can only fall asleep when you're beside me
i can only rest my body when you're there
so i wait and bide my time
pretending that you're mine
i know it's not the right thing but i've got to ease my mind
eye to eye we kiss goodnight
you clear your throat
turn out the light
the dark can't reveal
what i don't want to feel
i cradle you in blanket form
you call me precious
i call you warm
but miles are between where you are and this scene
who is she not a part of my fantasy
until i hear a mazal tov
i won't give up hope
because
Nehedar has 9 albums and 1 EP on Bandcamp. Youtube channel is a party. Current members include Emilia Cataldo, Elisheva Maister, Brad Reiss, and Classic Future